I'm usually pretty good with putting my feelings and emotions into words. But this time, my emotions are so jumbled and my feelings are so lost that I can't find words to justify whats going on inside of me. Writing always calms my nerves and lets me release myself. However, this time words just aren't enough. So what do I do now that I can't organize words together to create a canvas of flowing expressions? I write about not being able to write. Some moments are just too confound write about.