Wonders of the heart.

The heart is a wonderous, mysterious, and powerful thing. It is the home of love, passion, decisions, hopes, and fears. It is where God placed his Holy Spirit for a reason. He picked the most vulerable, yet strongest place to live within us. A heart can be broken very easily, but it can never be destroyed. It can be damaged many times, but it has the ability to heal everytime. I'm just so dumbfounded by this power. Your eyes can be blind, your ears unable to hear, your mouth mute, your mind unable to think clearly....but your heart can never be kept from loving. The heart is our core. It guides everything we do. If we don't listen to our heart, we can't truly move forward. I'm so thankful for God's purposful placement inside my heart. There is no better place.

Help.

I'm scared. Scared of not having enough strength. Scared of not pleasing God, others, or myself. Scared of failing. Scared of ending up alone. Scared of not being good enough. Scared of not being loved. Scared of not finding fulfillment in the right places. Scared of losing who I am. I can only be so strong for so long. Please help me God.